Why the hell am I always awake at this time?

Anyways, I'm beginning to become more aware of this loneliness thing, and it sucks. And stemming from this, I'm beginning to worry about next year. As a newly graduated-from-high-school guy, I'm starting to really worry about all the friends I'll be somewhat losing in a sense. Considering I work at night mostly while they're back at school/going to university, I'll be missing out. But there's always weekends, right?



But there are always things to look forward to. I'm hoping Rock Band 2 and other awesome games coming out soon, along with going back to the gym will keep me occupied enough to kinda forget about these people. I'll probably be able to talk to them somewhat (what with the texting and all), but I hate knowing I'm barely gonna see them at all anymore >_<